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My Jar
10:02
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Cut from the common cloth
To almighty God, he was an albatross
Caught on the withered bark
Did he try the odds with his wings plucked off?
Yep.
Once, when I was young and true
I saw an eggshell blue when I just woke up
Now, if I shut my eyes
It’s to conserve the light in an extra room
Red as the fruit of strawberry tree lovers
No one said this would be easy
Well, no one said it never would
Still, my jar will well with starry skies
From the blacktop underneath
But I'd trade in my lot of boyish dreams
If you came back to me
Oh yeah
With nobody to lay to rest
I buried a photo of us instead
Said a few kind words, read a line of verse
That I did not believe, I would not be deceived
On the moonlit eve of the anniversary
I slithered back between the bars
With a jarful of sand and a shovel in hand
A single grain for every hour I waited, waning, wasting
I was so close now, I could taste it
The sweet earth gave in to me easy
So I could work unseen from the unlit street
Soon, my blade feigned a spark in the cavernous dark
I bit my lip and split the difference with my fingertips
Oh, and came up empty as a store-bought shell
Gone was the picture I'd preserved so well
And, in its place, an empty space, my mind was racing
It had to mean... it had to be you
You took it, you were looking for me
I drew it then from memory with my penknife
On a chip of withered bark, left my love and our new address
Crossed my heart - no, clutched my chest
August crowns again, no word from you
The latest tasteless remake plays on channel 22
But I don't watch, I take a worn-out piece of paper from my pocket
I caved and made myself a copy
Squatters crowd the house I built for you
One of these days, I'll make them pay
Each one another copy of a copy of a copy of a copy
Of a copy of a copy, I can't see your face
Down along the waves
You used to be so brave
Pitching headfirst over heels
Till a titan pulled you under
And the tide dragged you out
The sky was growing dark
They were packing up the car
But you were too scared to cry for help
And the last thing you saw
Was your ghost going home
If you came back to me
I'd give up every-
Can you feel the sun washing over you?
Can you feel it too?
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Inevitabilities Pts 1-3
06:46
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This virgin night, I'm burning bright
Despite the miles of lonely country road to go
Before I sleep
Cos here I am, guitar in hand
In No Man's Land, my heart, it led me here to show me
It ain't beat
Atop this rock, I'll break my thoughts apart
And isolate the little ones from the ones
That'll never die
And write a song about a song
About how long it's been since I witnessed
The monolith of time
I think it'll go:
I flew from Hartford to New Orleans where my momma used to live
Every summer since I was born until Katrina buried it
And, to this day, my clearest memory don't make a lick of sense
It isn't wistful or commemorative, it's just this image
Of contiguous, identical diamonds fastened on an anchored plane
I'm pulled in tight and turned inside to find it etching on my brain
And then the engines spring to life and we begin to taxi, I see
It was only a pattern woven into the fabric on the seat in front of me
It was only a pattern woven into the fabric on the seat in front of me
It was only a pattern woven into the fabric- I can't think
But under my breath, I say to myself
'You will remember this moment
When you're moments from death'
I couldn't tell you why
My kid and I, we kill our time
Discussing lines and shapes and
Concepts that might never be worth a damn
It's not a self-indulgent thing
We really only want to bring
Ourselves to fully understand
When we all have the chance to work with our hands
You'll jerk us around, we won't hold it against you
What am I saying? I've got egg on my face
How'd I find my way into this mess in the first place?
I hope for the best and keep coming in third
Playing it close to the chest like I'm nursing a flush
Call my bluff, but a shy pair of fives brought
This bird back to health that was wrenched from its nest
I can't put it back now with its feathers unfledged- it'll fall
And I don't want to be held accountable at all
But back to the moment- it bothers, you don't it?
When will this one go and the next one take over?
Can we extend it? Could we break from within it?
Want to make us a memory or would a mantra be murder?
I don't think they heard, you're getting too wordy
Letting your verse run ahead of your virtue
Well, I gotta meet curfew, say goodbye sweet worldview
And pardon me miss, I don't mean to disturb you
But you said you'd never change and changed your mind
It's a lie that I've been told all my life, all my life
I bet you'd think it strange if you knew I prayed
That you come back to me eventually
But, factually, I don't believe in anything I read
Especially the writing on the wall
These days, it's only dreams that get me out of bed at all
So, tell me, who was ever hurt by a little hollow ritual?
It's you, in other words, who has the problem here
I'm not delaying inevitabilities
I've just embraced my self-fulfilling prophecy
What you call responsibilities, I call impossible
To please these people you don't even know
I know it's not for me
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Who R U
01:27
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Who are you
And how fast ya coming?
Ever since I was a little boy
I told my parents
No more listening - bad
If you wanna go
I'll show the way back to home
I'll show you
Everyone is a liar
And no one wants to stay
Who are you
And how fast ya coming?
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